a story worth remembering\\we skip the goodbyes *sometimes its hard to express in words*

WARNING!! This is going to be a long post and probably the last post that i am going to write. Going in this friday (11/11/08) into NS and begin my training to be the toughest man that i would ever imagine myself to be. Reporting time at 8am at pasir ris camp. Dad fetching i tink so don have to wake up so early. A lot of catching up to do these remaining few hours with friends before really isolating myself from the rest of the world. Hopefully the next 2 years in camp won't be as lousy as my 2 years of JC life. I am begging and praying hard it won't be.

Thank you blog for accompanying in these 2 toughest and lousiest years of my life (2006/2007). Being with me through the ups and downs of my life. Especially during the period 2 years before now. Thanks to all my friends for supporting me through my tough times and holding my hand through the hardships emotionally.

These 2 years had been somewhat memorable. Been through good and bad relationship problems, been through friendship crisis, been through the highs and lows in studies, been through the happy and sad in other activities. 730 days don seem like a lot of days for all these to happen but sometimes everything that you thought would not happen is fully installed for you in this game of life.

Another realisation i made in these 2 years is that as people grow older, close friends of the opposite sex are harder to come by. People of different sex tend to remain close for a period of time and once they are closer to each other, they will start to ponder on a lot of things. That is when people starts to get emo and upset about a lot of things which may somewhat be considered unnecessary worries. They would think that everyone has a motive for becoming close with me; maybe exploiting what i can give or even maybe its because he/she wants to go after me. The innocent mentality is all gone. Where are the thoughts that say, " maybe its because we are able to click well" or "i've got another god sis or god bro". Or maybe its been all my wishful thinking that having a close good friend of the opposite sex would be easy. But luckily for me, there are still some who are still close in contact.

Although i have been troubled by lots of things in these 2 years, there are always friends who would relieve me of my troubles. Firstly, thank you to my best bros in class, ziyi and weihao. Without them, i would never have spent the two tough years in school. My life in school had been miserable with all the problems brewing up and hindering my way. If they had not been there to accompany me through, all would have been lost. Secondly, to my cat high buddies who were always there at the fitness corner before morning assembly who would talk a lot of crap which nevertheless would bring a smile to my face. Thirdly, my beloved CCA which are never regretted joining, SAINTSODAC. It had become a big part of my life in JC from the hectic study life. Although the trainings were tough and you may even say time consuming, but the people are fun. They have been my pillar of support in all the activities that we had in our one year of odac life. And to the many people that crossed my path these 2 years, thank you too.

Perhaps these 2 years were the most dramatic years i ever came across, but many things and lessons were learnt too. To be honest, i never regretted going to JC. Never regretted anything i've done but the biggest regret is not knowing when to forget what's done. To everyone who reads this blog, thank you and till i write again, goodbye.

-Cheers, Yuda (07/01/08)