a story worth remembering\\we skip the goodbyes *sometimes its hard to express in words*

tomorrow there's my physics mock exam and now i am still online blogging. Simply no mood to study today. Bad day in school, really bad day :/ not that because i vomitted countless times in school today but because how you see a once so called united organisation topple and disintegrating to many groups. The worst thing of all is not just that but its the decreasing number of people who are really into doing stuff for the organisation. Maybe it has gotten into me that because the activities that the organisation plan this year is not so interesting after all or that we always do the planning but not the playing. It is really pointless for us to continue attending the activities when not all of the people are really committed into giving their very best for the good of the organisation. We had been through more than a year in this organisation together already but how come we are giving it up now. People really do change by the days; when they have more commitments, shifting friends and activities aside for studies. Everyone of us have an equal amount of work load but why can we still be committed in doing this? It is ending soon.. one more activity before we pass it on. I am sorry to say this but i am glad it is ending... i can't believe i can actually say that out. After all the high hopes i have on it, it is heading towards an unhappy ending. A end that i won't want to remember.