i really don know wad to blog about nowadays. Life is getting real bad now. Everytime i reach home, i don see the sun. Its like i am living in a world of darkness; when i wake up, the sky is dark, when i reach home, the sky is also as dark. Is this what a JC student's life is like?? i been telling myself to press on but i know i just can't. I am really feeling the stress now!! not only from my CCA but also from school work. I always knew that ODAC is a tough CCA to join and at the same time, cope with your school work. I used to be able to juggle the two together and work well. But that was when i am in J1. The life of a J2 is totally different!! it is like you stepped into the working world already. We are in school for more than 12 hours a day and sometimes even up to 15 hours. Telling you honestly, i have never been home before 10 this week and i tink it just sucks. Once i reached home, i will be too tired to do anything. Although i have a lot of things to do, i just can't bring myself to do it. I tried.. really tried.. but i collapsed on the table that day, leaving the com on for the whole nite. As i am typing this entry, my head is getting giddy and suffering from a bad headache. At this rate, i think i will definitely not last more than a week being in the pink of health. Having cough already :/ what can i do? i just hope i can sustain through this week and hopeful spend some time studying during my breaks or even reverting back to my lifestyle of waking up at 2am to study every morning, I really need to catch up on my school work. I feel very lost now... both in my commitments and studies. Pls give me the strength and energy to last through this week. PLEASE!!