i am so confused!! over many things. Results being one of them. I worked hard for promos but how come i don get my desired results?? maybe my studying method is wrong. i can change that. But my mind juz goes blank and i juz stared at the paper in the exam hall. Exam fright?? that's a realli serious problem. My mum still wanted to bring me to see a counsellor for counselling on this problem. Perhaps i realli have this problem. Hope not though. Lack of preparation should be the main reason. I have 3 months; 3 months to prepare for block test 1. To score my A's and B's which is my target! already made a bet with my mum that i would score A's and B's for block test or else my ang pao money for new year will be gone. High bet you might think but i believe in myself. Going to revert back to my pre-common test study attitude already. No more sleeping in lectures! no more late homework! and no more distractions! i shall put everything aside first; everything else!!! no more troubles! i been thinking of too many things; too many things i shouldn't have think about. Too many things that i should not even have ponder over and letting them affect my life. But all these shall be put aside and studies shall be given the main priority. The time now is 1246AM. From this moment onwards, it is going to be a new beginning. The start of something new.